12 November 2005
1200 rupees was big money in 1980, its big money for me even now, I had to wait for my first walkman, Got one finally with tears in my eyes, I did not test it, came back home running, played the first tape, 'dark side of the moon' I was in heaven. After that experience, any one telling me about spiritual happiness I tell them go take a hike !
Taste an apple, the best apple in the world or any fruit. you know what they all taste like. Taste an apple pie, that has human touch, that is ecstasy, Gaajar ka halwa is better than the carrot itself. Humans offer better chances of taking you to heaven than God, my friend loves bitter chocolates more than herself and loves giving chocolates to other kids. As a human you have the power to take some one to heaven. Its not far, It just takes a second.
Found a little girl playing on the banks of back waters in Eda Kochi. That smile brought the day light again in to my life, she is not aware of the impact of her smile. Without knowing she took me to heaven. She jumped with joy when I showed the picture right there on the screen. Sending her the picture is more important to me than my own breathing. I am not doing one hundreth in return of what she did to me.
Heaven is a state of mind.
its day light again.